I feel crazy for feeling the way I did Second guessing all that happened Was what I felt invalid? Then I think there’s no way you could’ve faked that The look in your eyes, deep connection we had We were together, like it or not Run from it you have, left me and forgot Maybe… Continue reading Fighting the Battle
Category: Poetry
Enough is Enough by Amanda Mayfield
A lone horse standing there Near the raging riverbed Separated from the steed Unsure what he needs Alone and confused On the banks of Peru Learning to let go And when to say no Enough is enough You're either in or you're out Can't wait any longer For you to figure out what you're about… Continue reading Enough is Enough by Amanda Mayfield
Cocaine by Amanda Mayfield
Cocaine Causes so much pain To what disdain Will you remain? Got it's hooks in you Deny it as you do Same mistakes made again and again Excuses and broken promises remain Nothing meaningful left Only shame, guilt, and debt Enabled you too long For that I was wrong Your tortured soul Being pulled by… Continue reading Cocaine by Amanda Mayfield
Uncertainty by Amanda Mayfield
I want to talk, but I hold back For I'm afraid of another attack Attacks are made Because we're afraid Of what we feel or don't This is the stuff Not sure I'll ever be enough Are you fighting me or us? Or really just fighting yourself? Fear is the worst Feelings coerced Fingers pointed… Continue reading Uncertainty by Amanda Mayfield
I Can't Love You Until You Love Yourself by Amanda Mayfield
You said those words Been on your mind Been holding them back Waiting for the right time Timing is everything Or so we've said I'm finally ready To put this to bed Feeling lost Running away Away from myself Away from it all I can fix anything Or so I've believed As long as it's… Continue reading I Can't Love You Until You Love Yourself by Amanda Mayfield