Endings are always hard, but some are just so much harder than others. The hard part is letting go of the ideas and pictures you had in your head of how things would someday be. The harder you hold onto these things, the more pain you cause. This is my number 1 struggle when it… Continue reading Some Endings Are Harder Than Others…
Author: Amanda Mayfield
I’m a 36 year old woman living life and finding ways to add to my authenticity! I’ve been every version of myself but the real me and finally got sick of pretending! I’m seeking real connection as that truly is what makes us all human ✌🏻
Community Acupuncture
I always thought acupuncture cost a lot of money and there was no way I could afford it for as often as I'd want to get it, putting it in the same category as massages. I was wrong! A friend of mine informed me there was such a thing as community acupuncture with a sliding… Continue reading Community Acupuncture
Routine
So I've always been a routine girl. I eat the same thing for breakfast everyday. For years it was a fruity protein shake, nowadays it's turkey bacon and a cinnamon raisin English muffin. I've always been a coffee girl, but recently find myself enjoying tea. I'm still a routine girl, but I feel myself changing… Continue reading Routine
Enough is Enough by Amanda Mayfield
A lone horse standing there Near the raging riverbed Separated from the steed Unsure what he needs Alone and confused On the banks of Peru Learning to let go And when to say no Enough is enough You're either in or you're out Can't wait any longer For you to figure out what you're about… Continue reading Enough is Enough by Amanda Mayfield
Cocaine by Amanda Mayfield
Cocaine Causes so much pain To what disdain Will you remain? Got it's hooks in you Deny it as you do Same mistakes made again and again Excuses and broken promises remain Nothing meaningful left Only shame, guilt, and debt Enabled you too long For that I was wrong Your tortured soul Being pulled by… Continue reading Cocaine by Amanda Mayfield
Mindfully Authentic 